Date: 2009-11-10 07:56 Subject: unlike yesterdays failed attempts at posting, almost 90% emo free Security: Public

So, an update

The unicorn Winter parli was Average.

The "advertised" plot seemed to dissapear to be swollowed by a plotline I hated previously (and still feel is responsible for the death of my first character) so did not have fun. As per usual I will submit constructive feedback when I can clear my head enough (and yes even after 18 hours still unable to do that)

Yesterday I may have let someone get a deeper insight into my dark and twisted psyche.

Oops.

On a side note, there is an advert on the page while I type this for AVG anti-Virus free edition. The last time I got AVG (from the website) it downloaded a virus for me.
So when I see this ad, I keep reading AVG Virus free editon...

Ki

Date: 2009-11-03 21:27 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

I have a new watch (hurray)

It has a few strange functions...

Date: 2009-10-22 22:45 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

Tomorrow out0fcontrol takes her theory test...

With luck we shall soon have a second driver in the house and I can sleep on long journies...

Heres hoping

Date: 2009-10-21 22:07 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

so after yesterday, today I get a letter, addressed to me, from the financial help team at the bank with whom I have a mortgage, asking me to contact them as I am in financial difficulty...

Do people know something I dont?

Date: 2009-10-20 20:26 Subject: debt counsellors Security: Public

I work with a Debt counselling company, DMS

Imaging my suprise when I come home to find a letter from a DMS agent stating he needs to talk to me about my mortgage before my lender takes me to court for repossession

I have not missed a payment.

Then out0fcontrol noticed that it is actually addressed to a house at the other end of the crescent.

These guys are trained to help with finances, but have a difficulty counting above double digits (where my address is) to one somewhat higher

These guys are idiots...

And they should help you with your mortgages...

Ki

Date: 2009-10-17 14:08 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

sorry, missed a day...

Car repairs took money, and longer than expected so last night was straigt to pub.

And musochic they did a good job, at a discount as the guy did comment I had been in one too many time this year... he also ponted out how I could get some future repairs cheeper... I would use friends but the conveniance of repairs is what I pay for.

Its kinda like fast food. I pull up repair while I wait drive off... I will pay for that.

But thanks

Ann Summers Party tonight so I am out of the house... Joy (camcorder will be hidden ;-) oh yes)

Ki

Date: 2009-10-15 22:43 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

so tommorrow my car goes in for its 6 monthly "somethings gone wrong"

This six months it is now making a wonderful "loud" noise at speeds above 40, which die down when cornering...

I suspect something with my suspension.

The garage asked if it was a noise related to my fuel...

My knowledge of cars is, Key, ignition, accelerater pedal, moving

Brake to slowdown, gears as appropriate

I WANT MY CAR TO GO!!!

Ki

Date: 2009-10-14 19:06 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

Standing on the Wii fit board is very disconcerting as it keeps saying "ow"

but its all worth it for the comment of "have a bath before bed is very relaxing... Obviously I dont have baths or I would sleep for a long time"

I find it worringly cute...

Date: 2009-10-13 20:41 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

Addendum to previous posts

It would appear even stopping being emo did not stop the potential blow out.

Much to the fear of the woman in ASDA I blew up at.

She was giving me a disguted look over my minor disagreement with Krysh over food. So I yelled at her. I told her that sneering at people having a problem in public is rude, and then yelled at her some more...

She left...

I continued shopping without any problems

It would appear I no longer have to be polite to people who annoy me

Ki

Date: 2009-10-13 19:02 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

This is a public service announcement

The emo imposter that has taken over my life the past few days was taken outside and shot this morning.

Normal services resume.

Thankyou

Ki (the evil one from our universe... the goatee proves it)

Date: 2009-10-12 20:56 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

So today...

Yes.

I appear to have lost all keen for everything. I am suffering full blown mood swings from bouncy happy to kill you all emo in seconds..

Finally, I am begining to suspect I have a problem I cannot just cope with by myself. Yes out0fcontrol is there for me, but living with me for the past 10+ years I don't think its fair to dump anymore on her, and i cannot talk to my close friends, and don't "trust" more distant ones with my personal feelings.

It comes down to years of being bullied and so keeping my feelings, thoughts and secrets so far buried they would never come out. Breaking the habit of 20 years is hard... and unlike smoking the NHS dont just give you easy to get drugs/counselling for it. Well not without talking to someone first and thats just not going to happen

Its funny how things go. This post was supposed to be a rant about BT...ah well I'm gonna get off my soap box now. We have ducktales to watch...

*giggles*

Ki

Date: 2009-10-11 19:56 Subject: and there was squeeing Security: Public

So, yesterday went weird

Me and out0fcontrol went shopping with thedarkfae and q_araignee.

After purchasing a Wii, and watching a foreshadowing of an argument, Anthony went into H Samuel's. With a little help from yours truly he went and and bought jewelry for Lauren.

She bounced and squeed and smiled and giggled. Lots

The necklace she got was a beautiful piece of silver with two amethyst heart shaped stones.

Then around eight, at our house, in our spare bedroom, he got down on one knee and offered her the other peice of jewelry. A stunning silver/amethyst ring.

She accepted and practically vibrated ever since.

So congratulations to the pair of you.

Ki

Date: 2009-10-10 17:48 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

For the last little while I have been contemplating a new console.

Each one had its pros and cons

The Wii has the fun of the party games and for fat bastards like me, the wii fit
The Xbox 360 has the wonderful games options (and the good of Live)
The PS3 has the continuation of games I played for the last 10 years and singstar

today Krysh decided for me

I am now the proud co-owner of a wii

I will report back on my decision later

Ki

Date: 2009-10-09 08:00 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

Tonight is the night of great Work Night Out.

We are going to a chinese restaurant (i dislike chinese) then on dancing (errr no)

So I have smile make nice and pretend I like these people for an extra 2-3 hours tonight before I make an excuse and escape... Hopefully without killing any of them

Why do I do this? I have nothing at all in common with any of them, dislike my hours working with them, and generally have little or nothing to say, but apparently its good for team moral, and helps my standing to be seen to go to these things.

I have managed to avoid every other one (that wasn't in work time) with illness (oh my well timed back issues) other events (thanks be to birthdays, leaving dos, and weddings) but this time I was out of excuses.

So 12 hours of doom and counting

Date: 2009-10-08 07:55 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

I have managed to awake with a brighter outlook on things.

It may have something to do with the fact I'm wearing a tie. Volunteraly and for no other purpose than to scare people.

I do enjoy my life at times

Ki

Date: 2009-10-07 17:31 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

Some days, And I admit they are getting fewer and father between, its good to be me!


Then of course God kicks me down again. I must have done something really major to piss him off this much, but I am getting used to it.

Last night I became agany unucle to the seventh and eighth people in my socal circle. This makes me wonder, who gives the therapists therapy.

Seriously, listening to everyone elses problems seem to make mine receed, but only for so long. Because of who I am I cannot talk to anyone about them and it is slowly driving me insane... you know, in a real way, not a quirky ki-like way.

So warning to all, I may be about to blow. Duck and cover now

Ki

Date: 2009-10-07 08:05 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

Well, todays post has to be a big Hello and Welcome to Dominic Turnbull, all of three hours old at this point

Congratulations to musochic and familiy. Hope it all goes well

Ah the miracle of life. Hmmm... It appears even I'm now getting thoughts of fatherhood. Me as a father....


The world would be doomed

Ki

Date: 2009-10-06 07:50 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

Well something special this way came...

I log on today, check all of the comments of my last post and discover that yes, there were posts over the weekend. They were not there earlier but now they are...

I was logged in (or could not have posted) so unsure as to what happened, but there are now enough posts from friday that I have failed to read them all so far today...

Okay so today started 5 minutes ago but still

Weird

Ki

Date: 2009-10-05 08:02 Subject: Posting Security: Public

I used to post on here on a daily basis, but eventually I ran out of things to say (yes I know thats unlikly but...)

But that was okay as I still had friends who posted daily, and could keep up with their lives and know what was going on. then they stated posting less frequently

But that was okay as overall someone would post each day, meaning every day would have a new post.

The last post on my list was Fridays. Nothing appears to have happened since then that people talk about.

I suspect I am witnessing the death of facebook, at least for me and my socal network of friends.

But thats okay as facebook keeps me upto date hourly with the f***ing muppits I went to school with.

But it would be nice to hear from my friends more often

Ki

Date: 2009-10-04 01:31 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

So...

Today...

Stuff happened

Then the day ended...

Sooooo tired wanna sleep but still up...

Going to bed like a sensible person seems like too much a good Idea